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親愛的小公主:

一直在思考著,在妳落地的那一刻起,我們還有什麼是時時刻刻牽連在一起的?

雖然說母女連心、血脈相連,

但是自從剪掉臍帶之後,我們就不像妳還在麻麻肚子裡那樣,時時刻刻都在一起。

妳已經變成一個獨立個體,妳擁有自己的名字、個性、思想、特色,

等妳再大一點,妳也會過著自己想要的生活。

每次看妳邊哭邊看著麻麻的眼神,好像在向麻麻求救一樣,

心裡面真的很心疼,但是又難掩嘴角的一抹微笑,

因為這就好像妳在對麻麻說『我們是最親的』一樣,安撫了麻麻心裡面的落寞。

 

記得妳剛出生,護士阿姨將瘦小的妳抱到麻麻身邊時,腦袋裡面突然一片空白,

因為雖然懷妳十個月,但還是覺得很虛幻,而現在,妳出現在我面前了!

 

無意間看到這首詩,一時之間不知該如何反應。

這就像在回應我的疑惑:『我們是牽連在一起的嗎?』

讓我了解了雖然妳現在還不會說話,不知道該怎麼表達妳的感受和想法,

但是在妳的心裡面,有多麼想讓麻麻了解妳對麻麻的愛,告訴麻麻『我們是一體的』。

親愛的小公主,妳讓麻麻有了更多的勇氣去面對未來,謝謝妳!

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BABY'S WAY--- Rabindranath Tagore


IF baby only wanted to, he could fly up to heaven this moment.
It is not for nothing that he does not leave us.
He loves to rest his head on mother's bosom, and cannot ever bear to lose sight of her.

Baby knows all manner of wise words, though few on earth can understand their meaning.
It is not for nothing that he never wants to speak.
The one thing he wants is to learn mother's words from mother's lips. That is why he looks so innocent.

Baby had a heap of gold and pearls, yet he came like a beggar on to this earth.
It is not for nothing he came in such a disguise.
This dear little naked mendicant pretends to be utterly helpless, so that he may beg for mother's wealth of love.

Baby was so free from every tie in the land of the tiny crescent moon.
It was not for nothing he gave up his freedom.
He knows that there is room for endless joy in mother's little corner of a heart, and it is sweeter far than liberty to be caught and pressed in her dear arms.

Baby never knew how to cry. He dwelt in the land of perfect bliss.
It is not for nothing he has chosen to shed tears.
Though with the smile of his dear face he draws mother's yearning heart to him, yet his little cries over tiny troubles weave the double bond of pity and love.

 

只要嬰兒願意, 他可以立刻飛往天堂
他不離開我們是有原故的
他喜愛把頭棲息在母親的胸懷
並且一刻也不能忍受她離開視線

嬰兒知道所有支會之語
雖然世上少有人能領會箇中真意
他從不說話是有原故的
他要的是從母親的雙唇學習母親的語言
因此他看來如此純真

嬰兒原本擁有成堆的黃金和珍珠
但他卻像個乞兒來到世上
他偽裝成這樣是有原故的
這可愛的赤裸的乞兒, 假裝全然無助
因此得以乞求母親滿溢的愛

嬰兒在纖細的新月之地是如此不受拘束
他放棄自由是有原故的
他知道在母親心田的小角落裡
有著無盡的喜樂
而被他親愛的雙臂擄獲和擁攬, 那甜蜜超過自由

嬰兒永不知如何啼哭
他住在完全的樂土
他選擇流淚是有原故的
雖然他可愛臉龐上的小容牽引著母親關愛的心
但他因小小麻煩而發出的微微啜泣
卻編結了憐惜與關愛的雙重牽絆

 

 

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